A Single Mom who puts who her best thoughts her best actions all out for Jesus and her the two Angels he sent her..we are not perfect but we are family.
Monday, September 20, 2010
CHANGE IS HERE
Its so late on a sunday early monday morning, but I was thinking about last week. Thinking about how I called Larrys probation officer, and the police and reported all the harrassing phone calls and even told PO im going to get a order of harrassment. I havent got the order but plan to monday, but Ihavent received a phone call txt nothing. It felt good to do that. For once I really didnt give a shit about what happens to his ass. Enough is Enough. We dont need him, We never did. Daniel and me are getting along, its nice to get along with him, but Im not sure if its a permeant things, but the feeling of normal life feels good sometimes. He kissed my tummy and said I love you madison. Im thankful for him most of the time, cause hes the only person on the planet that endures my crazy ass right now.lol. I txt him all day screaming and crying as I keep trying to find a job and he always manages to make laugh or tell me to get it together. lol. Saturday I went to banner estrella to register for a bone marrow drive for a guy that has lekuima my friend lucy knew everyone it was really cool, and I was happy to be there, and maybe be a match. I almost was in his shoes when I was in the hopsital in oct 2008 remember they said I have bone marrow cancer, and maybe leukemia but two weeks later I had nothing....MIRACLES....I tell you, they are all around me.... I love my life. I love where its going. Its not perfect, Im broke...im pregnant...frustrated cry all the time but you know what....Its my life and its awesome. This Logo totally describes me...lol...Im not playing anymore....and hes going to find out.