another change a incident happened with one of my friends....not cool at all. but I just prayed about it and let it go...I dont have time to worry about what people think or say...its just that people are finding out lately...that i dont let people say things that are hurtfull anymore...I dont just IGNORE it anymore....I was raised to ignore everything to cause no problems.....yeah thats good but when someone talks about my kids my unborn kids....nooooo sorry....cant do it...I always was such a friend to her... I listened to her, I was there for here, came running when she needed me....but now that I look back...did I get the same in return??? Of course not...thats why im not worried no love lost....but think wow...she called some of my other friends and was saying not be friends with me??? wth....doesnt she have a life....lol...oh welll...some people have inner things that we will never be able to help with and we can only pray for them and hope the best for them. Im not gonna lie ill probably miss her a little bit, shes nice, funny, and cool to hang out with but all the stuff she said and of course im no angel I shouldnt have fell into that...ughhh maybe it is my hormones these days...lol...cause I go off....but to talk about my daughter...thats just not cool....and embarrass me calling my other friends like a little kid....lol..she was one of those kids on the playground who used to try to get kids to take sides or something...geeezz...all I can is wish the best for her.
At the the benefit dance I was happy to be there and donate even with my big tummy I wanted to dance and drink some beers...but i enjoyed talking to my tia and lucy and her sisters when they came..It was cool to be cheering someone on and helping them because I know what they are going through. Nov 9th 2009 was my surgery its been a year!!! Its been a year....crazy....read my blogs this time last year... Iwas in sooo much pain mentally and physically...I feel so blessed I feel so much love in my heart to be alive...Im glad my doctors took care of me like they did...because if I didnt do it...who knows my pre-cancer would be cancer now...Im proud I had my surgery...Im proud of my decision...Im proud of my fake boobs...and my scar lol...I dont care anymore....Im just enjoying life
LG Life is Good.....