Friday, December 24, 2010

Merry Christmas 2010

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Sunday, December 12, 2010

Phoenix First Assembly of God..Spirt of wonder christmas play...

http://www.phoenixfirst.org/


My Mom and abel at the play he had a blast!


If you havent been GO!! its the best thing you could ever see. I was so proud to be there today and proud to take my son to a play i used to see when I was a little kid. I thought it was the best thing. It was I felt so free so blessed to be there.

Its kinda late im probably not gonna write alot but I am gonna tell you yesterday I stayed all night and day making tamales by myself and they came out sooo good im so proud.  I told my mom today after the play well mom its official I finally cook. clean, Im making sure tamales and menudo are a regular for me on christmas for my kids, I bear children I have a resume, I graduated college im officially a women now allI need is a husband..lol. .she laughed.  Im having some contractions right now, and to be honest with you they hurt....I know im being a baby but.....maybe its stress....u know sometimes the stresses i talk about like anyone elses fears....of not being able to do enough to provide....Its just hard being a single mom, scary, I feel like I sound like a classic single mom story but im not, I dont think so....I just have alot going on and shouldnt be adding more to it....like with men....David is around....and around  Idont know what else to say about him but only time will tell Until then this women has somethings on her mind....Have Madison, Get my career going that i worked so hard for, schedule surgeries right after madison, Buy a house....Lowrider baby, phoenix princess, graduate school.  Im not gonna stop....I will  attain success or die trying
Me.....Monica 37 weeks prego after Lowrider baby photo shoot....

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Who does that!!!

Me this weekend doing the photoshoot for my future website called lowrider baby maternity clothes....this is nothing...the pics are awesome I cant wait to see them. A girl named audra from Explosive Images did them...omg it was so cool...she has so much skills...Im so glad I met her from my friend Lu because I had a fun time, and she is awesome person thanks explosive images!!!
Pregnancy is coming along...actually contractions are coming pretty good... I think madison is going to be here sooner than we think so im sooooo ready.... i think yesterday I was nesting I cleaned everything including my car...I dont want her to meet her mom and think what the hell...lol...

I changed my number....I know.... I had too....Daniel scared me.....Im done with that mental abuse...DOne done DOne.....Im not going back for that what the hell!!! Who does that who cusses someone out to the head to toe and then say they love them and wanna be a family!!! DRAMA  cant do it.. thats more energy than it deserved.....Its just that you cant abuse a person that already has been abused in the past...and refuses to let anyone else get away with it....NOPE>.....Im smart like David says well you have a degree....lol....

David is good as ever..my sweetheart.......I wish i could keep him next to me....and keep him their all day...!! and night...Muah sweety pie......I heart you.....

Now off to call the docs.....contraction contractions....

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Highly interested in the future of my two children...and creating postive memories for them is my goal. Im a single mother, a ASU graduate and a social worker...by accident.