Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Change....continues...Growth...

two dr appointments for me.. ent doctor...my postpardum...
Its two am...almost...im up I been running around alll day....
I went to visit my grandmother...me and my mom got ponchos take out and took it to my nanas..My nana loved the baby so did my tata. They told me I have a beautiful baby. That made me feel so happy, I feel so blessed. I felt good before, but just because my nana kind of gave me her blessing...I feel like I can do anything...I feel like a million bucks.
Well, my son abel is getting better with his behaviors...He is adjusting to maddy he is understanding that its okay. I He has been really acting out lately...but earlier...he was in the kitchen and wanted a snack he kept pointing I said what do you want? he said I want that right there and pointed to some crackers and cheese. This is a big thing for my son, he is talking more and more im so proud of my baby boy. He has had his struggles with talking he even goes to speech therapy in preschool. My baby boy I am so proud of him, I just am he is a good boy, he does have a bad temper lol...but to me he is the most -perfect thing Im so in love with my baby boy. It was a miracle his dad gave him this robotic dinosouar that he had at his house for him and abel is sooo happy he gets to play with it every day. That was probably the best thing he has done for abel in about 2 years. Im doing my best to be civil with him its hard but I feel okay about it. He doesnt bother me about anything anymore, so it feels good. I love madison...I love abel......I am so proud to be their  mother, I want to do so much things for them...I feel so at peace...I got on my hands and knees and prayed yesterday...it felt so good...God gave me the love and strength for my babies...Things are looking up...they are going to keep looking up becuase all Im going to do is keep my head up because that all I know how to do.
Im looking forward to friday me and david are going to the art laboe concert...im excited...adult time...whoot whoot....

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Highly interested in the future of my two children...and creating postive memories for them is my goal. Im a single mother, a ASU graduate and a social worker...by accident.