Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Madison is two months already!!!
I love life even more I havent been more happier than I am lately.....Once you let things go that bother you everything feels awesome. Larry abels dad meet us last friday to give abel money and spend some time with him....I wasnt even mad to see him or anything kinda of like hanging with a old friend. I did some research and abels child support is finally going through superior court!! good good news. That way I can have money for him without always having to stop everything like his dad want me too.
David is still here with me....dealing with barely getting to see him is hard...the hours of his work...our living arrangements....my mom in the middle of everything.....ugggg Daniel is also around....hes okay too he helps me when I need to go to the dr and stuff....so at least hes doing that....ugggg.. ;-)
No matter what happens Im happy....no one is taking my happiness away anymore....Im crossing my fingers I can get a job out of town. Yes I know it sounds crazy....but I think I will never have a opportunity for growth if I dont 100 percent......go far away on my own.....we shall see.......I love you lord.....I cant wait for my bible study class today