Thursday, September 29, 2011
I MADE IT!!! iM HOME..
David my love...picked me up at 5am...my mom got the kids ready....to go with my sis in law...surgery wasnt supposed to be till 730am...
The ride up there was .....well weird...I kept asking David to keep driving and lets go somewhere...lol...In a way I was serious he knew I was ...but we keep laughing about it..
During check-in I was shaking....and kept saying this has to be a nightmare....in some way....
I ended up in ICU prep area....which was weird and blue and I kept David so close to me...no one was their yet.
I had a special MRI that was supposed to be like a GPS and the had prob things on my head. David went in the MRI with me and stood next to the machine. It made me feel so good he was there. It made me feel so safe. Just thinking about it makes me cry..
I hadnt seen my mom yet...so after the MRI I was crying and scared...finally when they were wheeling me out..in the hallway I saw my mom and my auants and yelled out MOM..and she came running and I said come with me..my auants all hugged me...and we went in for the final parts before I go.
Everyone walked in with me and was crying...I felt scared more because their eyes...had such fear...I then remember the blue room...I was wheeled into and all kinds of people doing things and choking on the anthesia then waking up seriously head bandaged and wanting it off. I woke up proud though. I woke up thankful I felt free.!!
I was in the hospital four days..and amazed everyone. They thought I was going to have problems talking i had known my memory is fine.... I dohave some complications from the spinal fluid removal and have pain in my legs when i walk but it will go away i pray in time.
If your reading this and are in the same situation I was .Dont be afraid. Read my story MY testimony in life and know anything can happen when you have faith in God. Find God hes right next you he will listen to your fears, and anything else and heal you. I promise.