Friday, March 8, 2013
Everyday is a lesson. Every day is time to learn. I am learning everyday just like you are. Whether it be good bad, ugly or horrible...its a lesson. Today is a gloomy day. Im kind of at relaxed point peaceful point. Its so rainy outside today.Its such a awesome thing to just rest and soak time in. That's how I feel like I'm soaking time in. Its so fast. One of my friends died of cancer and came to me in a dream. he said he doesn't understand why he is dead. It was pretty cool to see him but I didnt have a answer for him cause he shouldnt be dead. He was so young. only 42. God I love you so much with all my heart and soul you are the miraculous king of kings and lord of lords I thank you for my precious moments for my life and my babies. Amen..xoxo Mo. This is a picture of my cousin who took his own life recently. Johnny didn't want to die and I don't think my cousin did either. Always love life...Its a gift that isnt returnable...and this is the only one you get. So slow down and look around. Smell the air feel the breeze.
Monday, March 4, 2013
I don't know why. I feel so bad today I wanna cry so hard. Im holding it in. Im dizzy and nausea, and my feet hurt Im tired. Im overly tired. I refuse to give up this fight of life. If you really look at it...Every day we fight when we get up. We fight to survive to eat to live to find a job, we fight others by interview. Im just tired. I need rest I know I do. Its coming. Rest and peacefulness. Please pray for me. I feel broken I dont know why. Maybe its just catching up to me. Im able to run from everything and now Im tired. Abel got a dog from the pound saturday. Im changing her name to Marley he wants Maxie or rexie.iv dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> Im never giving up. Ill get my Mojo back. xoxoxo Mo