Tuesday, September 24, 2013

two new brain tumors...and Phoenix Cyberknife and Radiation.

Its been so long since I posted. I think I officially...have become over worked over drawn and delirious..My life has changed a lot in the past few months Abel's House has new locations...we are growing like crazy!! its so awesome. More people, more to help, and more to serve. I have grown a lot in my heart...with my kids...and Gabe. The last few months were crazy rocky, financially, emotionally...and everything combined. Enough to make me scream. As Im in the venture we called life...this blog helps me to relax. It helps me to get out what's on my mind....like a healing...
on my mind. So by reading this and what I wrote since the beginning...you pretty much know what Im thinking and learning from so I hope you understand what this life is about. I know Im not the only person in the world..My problems are tiny to the world..im just a little grain of sand..that while be blown away in the sand.with time. So when I heard BRAIN TUMOR and eye sight...that's was enough, I had enough. I have two new brain tumors and one is risking my eye sight..YES FRIENDS>>>>> those words I thought I would never hear again...its like Freddy Krueger Im baaaaack..!!! ;-( Apparently I have some rare genetic disease causing brain tumors...So this is what I learned from this life. Live it like you never lived it. Savor the smells, the touches, the happiness you have. Every minute is not promised...and whatever you have...can go away fast...false sense of reality even.
The blessings are everywhere!!!! I was blessed to be a patient at Phoenix Cyberknife and Radiation...the most cutting edge radiation...in America..and there's only one of them. What a miracle!!! I'm so thankful Cyberknife..is a true miracle from god....and I feel very blessed to be their patient. If I can tell you another thing I learned in the last couple of months. Always know...Jesus Loves you...hold you head up high...hold on to your kids...tell them you love them everyday...and declare protection for them...and love everyone no matter what....little by little we can change the world. So if you are going through the same thing right now...Don't be scared....Your a miracle...jesus loves you....and you will prevail. xxoxxoxox mo..... Radition starts next week for me....it will be only five days for each tumor...good bye tumors...you are not wanted in this body....

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Highly interested in the future of my two children...and creating postive memories for them is my goal. Im a single mother, a ASU graduate and a social worker...by accident.